Skip to main content

Pole update

Today was one of the best pole dance classes I've ever had. I signed up for Pole 3 with Kate after accidentally dropping into one of her Pole 2 classes, and she may be my favorite instructor to date. Which is ironic, given that I used to be so intimidated by her when I was teaching and therefore actively avoided her. She was so advanced, I just kind of assumed she would act all high and mighty; but that's not the case at all. She's absolutely delightful, just like Val.

Pole 4 turned out to be a bit harder than I could handle, and even my first Pole 3 class was a little intimidating; but I absolutely flew through it today and proved my worth. I'm so so incredibly happy with my progress and successes today. I'm not quite as flexible as I was 2 years ago, but I think I might be even stronger. It only took 2 months - considerably less time than I thought - to get back in the game.

Today's class was super low-key, which is the biggest reason I think I was as successful as I was. Most people, including the instructor, were running really late because of the snow storm; and Kate had broken two of her fingers, so it had a very loose, but still organized, flow, with a lot of room for freestyle practice. I suspect it's because there's no one to teach the upper levels at the moment, but almost everyone in the class is coming from a higher level. Only 1 person today was actually at level 3 (and it's probably too high for her). At first this made me very self-conscious, but as I got to know the girls I got to really like them. We bonded immediately and they were all super helpful today when I was working on my problem moves. Kate was able to give me some tips, too, which nearly solved my long-time problems. I think I might actually be able to get some of these moves now because of her (I'm looking at you, cross-ankle hangback!).

I could tangibly see my progress in this class, which made me feel wonderfully confident in myself. In addition to getting some moves I've had problems with forever, I was suddenly getting new moves from Pole 4 that I couldn't do. The side climb, for example, suddenly came really easy to me; and I was able to get into a superman multiple times(!). Granted, they weren't perfect supermen, but I could get into them pretty solidly. My extended butterfly came back in perfect posture, and I have come closer to getting my inverted V than ever before. For some reason, I looked up the pole towards the ceiling this time, and that for some reason made a gigantic difference. I could get into the V easily doing that, although I wasn't able to hold it quite yet.

I honestly feel like I'm better than I ever was, even though I can't do all the things I used to - because now I can do more. I'm stronger. Maybe the strength and conditioning classes are legitimately helping. What's more, being able to do all the Pole 3 moves with total ease made me feel so good about how far I've come. I remember when all these things were difficult. Now they're so easy I can do them and goof off. Mentally and physically, I can feel that I've made huge strides.

I have a far to go yet, but I feel like I've reached a new level and that all of it is so much more achievable now. I know I can get up there with those Pole 7 girls. I was worried about going back into Pole 4 when it ended, but now I feel 100% confident that I can do it. I might have to do it once or twice (or more), but I have made it there.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

別に何もない

Listening to: Utada Hikaru - "One Last Kiss" Drinking: Sen cha from Fava Tea Mood: Mellow-ish. Waking up Working on: Adding Crew 11 to the ISS Wall interactive in Atlantis Reading: Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern (audiobook). About to pick up Matilda by Roald Dahl.  Remember when Livejournal used to have the tags at the end where you could add what you were listening to and what your mood was? Mine had little blue kitty icons that went with your mood and were very cute. I miss them. I particularly remember the 'productive' one, where the cat hat glasses on and was tapping on a keyboard. There was also one where it was snoozing and had little 'zzz's above its head.  On a different note, I had never heard this song by Utada Hikaru before (well, apparently I had because I had already "liked" it on Pandora, but I don't remember it), but I really like it. I'm actually repeating it again. It gives old school Utada vibes but apparently came out ...

Weird dreams

I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping this week. Between a host of unrelaxing dreams, difficulties falling asleep, and difficulties staying asleep, I feel utterly exhausted during the daytime.  Yesterday, I had so many odd dreams. In one of them, Skylar was a fluffy black cat like Sammie and I asked Brian at what age do children turn from cats into children, and he and Michelle made fun of me for thinking children were cats, even though she clearly was. He passed her over to me to hold at one point, but Skylar squirmed out of my grip right away, and I was confused how I was supposed to hold cat - children.  I had a more concerning dream about Roto. In the dream, Trevor from KSC work, the gal that freelanced with us once at Roto who used to work there, and I had been hired on as freelancers to write had pitch two ideas for some kind of show.  In the dream, the timeline aligned with this past weekend when I have been asked to guest lecture at UCF for their show writing...

First January in Orlando

It’s been a while since I’ve posted on here. For some reason, Blogger (a totally dead platform at this point) gives me “Let’s Go Ride a Bike” vibes - in a good way. Which, by the way, I just Googled and they haven’t touched their blog since 2015. What a shame. I really miss the days of blogs.  Most of my writing has been done in a physical notebook, which in many ways I prefer; but in others, it doesn’t quite quench the thirst. One of the things I love about digital journaling is being able to add images and photos (like the one below). While physical journaling feels more intimate and perhaps, authentic in some ways, digital journaling feels more like a creating a story. Two different methods for two different outcomes.  So why the photo of a plant? Well, first, this is a Monstera plant. I’ve loved it’s lines and the holes in its leaves for years, but I never learned its name because it’s not a native plant to Wisconsin. They are to Florida, however, and are super easy to fin...