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Moving On

I feel so... Content. Like everything is good and as right. I can't remember the last time I felt like this. In fact, I don't know that I've ever felt like this.

Today was my last day at work. I put my resignation in to UW-Madison 2 weeks. It was past time. I have a job ready for me in Tacoma, but that doesn't seem to have any influence on this feeling right now. 

Maybe it's that I have a month between now and when I start my next job and I have never had a break between jobs. I don't even think I've a week off. Maybe it's that I have some time to myself and don't have to worry about "what next." Maybe it's that I left with absolutely everything closed, ready for the next person with minimal gap in information. Maybe it's that by doing that, I proved to myself that I am very competent and valuable. Or maybe it's that this job was so stressful and was ruining my life so badly that this is what it feels like to not have it as a part of my life anymore. That's really messed up to think about.

Now I'm celebrating by seeing "I Married an Axe Murderer" at the Times Cinema. The fact that it is Valentine's Day literally means nothing.

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